am i getting old?

when the first asthma attack, i was still 20+, few yr ago la.. i only had breathless the first nite i came in. next morning, i can remove my oxygen. n dc very fast.

2nd time, was extra.. LOL.. very mild, but doc insist. that was in the same yr.

3rd time was last yr, only took me here 2 1/2 days here.

now is 4th time. worse cases, as i am pregnant now. it was cause by weather change. n lately, i cough alot. only just 2days, i think is due of flu n sore throat that causes me to have phelgm, n my lung begin more sensitive, n i couldnt sleep well.. sat n sun. Thank God, i was able to pass, n not sleep n won't wake up..

mon, i still breathless, but decide to go work. u know now very easy to tio retrenchment. but as i work toward MRT , i getting more n more breathless. extra of me, refuse to go co. clinic, went to poly clinic instead. and i reached, i decide should come ttsh instead. hahaha... shouldn't make a big circle man!

morning after napping oxygen, still ok. but i started to cough in the late afternoon, breathless begin. evening evening went GP.

but soon , in hrs time.. cannot make it. admitted at ttsh.

tomorrow is my 4th day here! OMG! i still breathless. i hope toomrrow it be a new day for me, a new hope. n i can DC. of cos! wish i had listen to that nurse, n quit smoking few yr ago. but she said its not too late.